9. dust choked
dusk choked memories
another ending to ALMOST ÓRA (-CLE) FLOWER, OR A THING THAT REMEMBERS ITSELF
SPACE DEBRIS AND OTHER SILENT SPLINTERS
olfactory memory is always the last to wilt
it’s just that this time,
we could smell the pyrite through our optic nerves
nautical smoke flares descend on the salt-cured flesh of Piraeus
smoke between our words
ash between our gestures
mothers, and their mothers
loop genes, stories loop marigold necklaces, hymns loop time residue, echoes loop
dust-choked
dusk-choked memories of
an edge-less, loss-less mourning
residual haunting (that vulgar mediator)
like silent splinters
in the universe’s porous flesh
we could just about outline the edges of the sharp, glistening objects through the thick red;
space ships, satellites and what escaped them
drift in the graveyard orbit
or
her ‘womb of things to be and tomb of things that were’ *
forced to re-enter the atmosphere,
they perish into compressed gas
ever-migrating dust
settles deep into our porous brain matter,
and we are somehow caught in a fantastic surge of glitter and rot
* ‘The Carrier Bag Theory of Fiction’ by Ursula Le Guin